A few days ago, we decided to paint our front door. In order to do so, we had to take the door off of the hinges and lay it outside. While the paint was drying and we had no front door, all the flies on our block appeared to have entered our house to get out of the cold. I've been very annoyed with the flies constantly buzzing around and landing on me. I've killed about 25 of them, but there are still a handful that appeared to have gone into hiding when the fly massacre took place because they survived the slaughter and are back flying around.
That said, the other day Evelyn woke up from her morning nap, and I could hear her playing in her crib. She has this special giggle/laugh noise that she reserves for times when she finds something really fun to play with. Curious as to what she had discovered in her crib that could draw out this laugh, I snuck into her bedroom. Now normally as soon as she sees me in her room, she is instantly on her feet at the side of the crib with her arms in the air wanting to be picked up. I found her this time sitting towards one end of the crib and looking at the blankets in front of her. There was a fly sitting on her blanket. She waved her arm at the fly, it moved out of the way, and then come crawling back. This is what was eliciting those joyful giggles I had heard from the other room. She sat contentedly batting at this fly for several minutes.
It started to make me think. Oh to have the mindset of a child. Where even pesky flies are fun playtime pals. To not be bothered by a nuisance, but rather enjoy watching God's creation up close. To see even the smallest creature as a means to be joyful.
I still try to kill the flies I see flying around our house, but it does bring a smile to my face when Evelyn is sitting in her high chair and a fly happens to land on her tray. She proceeds to ignore me and smile real big at the fly and then watch it until she can't see where it has gone.